The time is about to come

Okay, this is weird.

I miss you while I'm texting with you.


Blink 182 just shot my mind, with their magnificent song titled 'I miss you'. This song brings my mind to my past, about almost 2 years ago, right to the time when I met this boy for the very first time. Cute face, gorgeous smile, much taller than me. Oh God, that was the time when we were playing like a pair of innocent little boy and girl.


As time goes by, we fell in love. Yea, love. the most absurd and indescribable thing in this entire planet. Long story short, we hooked up. Loads of people say 'reality sucks', for that time, I agreed with their opinion. Since we hooked up, troubles come over and over again..to us. starting with we can't see each other for a very long time, his phone was confiscated by his mum, and so on. But I'm proud of us, still, we can see each other, even though just for 1 or 2 hours in a week.


We grown up until now, and still, we are growing up. I know it's forbidden from the first place, and I know, it won't last for a very long time. But we had a quite long time together, sharing everything, story, lessons, language, songs, books...hugs. The flatteries, the laugh, the jealousy, the tears, one page isn't enough to write our story.


The time is about to come. I know it..you don't know about it, yet. It's hard, you know ? I'm preparing my self, but it takes forever to finish it. This is the only path that is good for you and for me. For us. I know, it's gonna be truly hurt for you, either for me, but it's the best of all. I apologize.


When it's time to face the reality, I hope you won't forget me too soon, cause I will not forget you, ever. Your name has been graven on my brain, your lips has been graven on my lips, your touch will be forever on my skin, and your love has been ever lastingly graven on my heart.


One thing you should know, I love you...